Voila es ist 9:27pm right now pacific time und ich ist planning to cook some indomie and get to bed. yes. i have recently stumbled upon a new interest, n thats joe satriani n steve vai. theyre the gods of electric guitars n theyre really good at what they do. the music is beautiful!
i have a bone to pick. my psychology lecturer has been droning on n on in lecture n the material he covers is pretty simple n seemingly understandable, but when his assignment is given out, the material is actually extremely obscure n the terms he uses r so unfamiliar n difficult. terms like eigenvalues n factor loadings, n he expects us to analyse the assignment n complete it! i shudder to think how the mid term exam will appear, it might be so horrible that ill fail completely at it! sadness! i hope its not as bad as the assignment! PLEASE LORDIE!!! ok now boys n girls. i have to go cook some indomie now, n not too bad at all, this post took lesser than 3 mins to type. im pleased with myself. speed n efficiency is everything in todays busy world. what time is there for family or relationships? all life is is to follow the conventions of the environment around u, its a prison that man has created. who r u to break out of this mold? whats the incentive for u? what benefits does that provide u? whats ur aim in life anyway? i dont know anymore. i have dark dreams of destruction, but that cant be my aim. this little town of folks with little town mentalities r here to stay for some time to come. oh please some sort of intelligence chance upon me n grace me with a little of your blessed tiding. i need something to tittilate my intellect n my social being! indomie now.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Rey’s Probability Theory
Probability theory is flawed. Probability states that the likelihood of an event happening can be a fraction, i.e. 1/6. However, that is impossible. Probability can always only be 1 or 0.
For example, if we throw a dice 6 times, what is the probability of getting “5”? Convention tells us that it would be 1/6 ^ 6 = 1/36.
However, when we actually throw the dice, we might get something like this:
1, 5, 3, 3, 2, 1
“5” only appeared once.
For the first throw, an event which has already happened, the probability of obtaining “1” is 1 and the probability of obtaining all other numbers is 0.
For the second throw, an event which has already happened, the probability of obtaining “5” is 1 and the probability of obtaining all other numbers is 0.
The same principle goes for the 4 other throws. The probability is always 1 for a particular event, and 0 for all other events, because the truth and reality is that only one event can and will occur, given time. Probability will never be a fraction, because only one event will occur, and all others will not.
If one goes to a roulette table in a casino, he might place his bet on “black”. He will think that the probability of him winning is ½. However, it must be remembered that every event is unique, that every spin of the roulette is unique, even if it has been spinned 200 million times before. When the roulette is spinned for that particular bet of that particular gambler, it must be remembered that only 1 event will ensue. The probability of that particular event happening is 1, while the probability of all others is 0. This is true because of the irreversibility of time. The roulette table will only hit one number; only one event will occur, and for that event the probability of that happening is 1 and the probability of all other events is 0.
With the principle that only 1 event will ensue, we have our current history. The probability that WWII will happen, at the time before WWII happened, would have been 1, because WWII happened, as time will demonstrate. The probability that WWII will be called WWII, and not any other name, before WWII was named, is 1, as time will demonstrate. Only 1 event will occur, as time will prove. It is hard to tell whether WWIII will occur, but one thing can be ascertained: the probability is either 1 or 0. It is hard to tell if one will win the lottery, but the probability of winning is definitely either 1 or 0. Either he wins, or he does not. Time will provide the result.
This is only possible because every event is unique, because even experiments fall under the jurisdiction of uniqueness. Experimental models may ostensibly demonstrate a broad range of probable results, but it must be remembered that every set of result is unique, that the probability of every result that is obtained is 1. Even if experiments seem to be duplicable, only 1 set of result will occur, only 1 event will occur, and the probability of that event happening will be 1.
The above principle shows that all events are fixed, so as to provide a singular past, with no possibility of an alternative. If events are fixed, it also shows that the future is fixed, that there is no alternative to the future events that have a probability of 1. The fact that there is only 1 past proves that there will only be 1 future. All this is true because of the irreversibility of time.
-Rey
Probability theory is flawed. Probability states that the likelihood of an event happening can be a fraction, i.e. 1/6. However, that is impossible. Probability can always only be 1 or 0.
For example, if we throw a dice 6 times, what is the probability of getting “5”? Convention tells us that it would be 1/6 ^ 6 = 1/36.
However, when we actually throw the dice, we might get something like this:
1, 5, 3, 3, 2, 1
“5” only appeared once.
For the first throw, an event which has already happened, the probability of obtaining “1” is 1 and the probability of obtaining all other numbers is 0.
For the second throw, an event which has already happened, the probability of obtaining “5” is 1 and the probability of obtaining all other numbers is 0.
The same principle goes for the 4 other throws. The probability is always 1 for a particular event, and 0 for all other events, because the truth and reality is that only one event can and will occur, given time. Probability will never be a fraction, because only one event will occur, and all others will not.
If one goes to a roulette table in a casino, he might place his bet on “black”. He will think that the probability of him winning is ½. However, it must be remembered that every event is unique, that every spin of the roulette is unique, even if it has been spinned 200 million times before. When the roulette is spinned for that particular bet of that particular gambler, it must be remembered that only 1 event will ensue. The probability of that particular event happening is 1, while the probability of all others is 0. This is true because of the irreversibility of time. The roulette table will only hit one number; only one event will occur, and for that event the probability of that happening is 1 and the probability of all other events is 0.
With the principle that only 1 event will ensue, we have our current history. The probability that WWII will happen, at the time before WWII happened, would have been 1, because WWII happened, as time will demonstrate. The probability that WWII will be called WWII, and not any other name, before WWII was named, is 1, as time will demonstrate. Only 1 event will occur, as time will prove. It is hard to tell whether WWIII will occur, but one thing can be ascertained: the probability is either 1 or 0. It is hard to tell if one will win the lottery, but the probability of winning is definitely either 1 or 0. Either he wins, or he does not. Time will provide the result.
This is only possible because every event is unique, because even experiments fall under the jurisdiction of uniqueness. Experimental models may ostensibly demonstrate a broad range of probable results, but it must be remembered that every set of result is unique, that the probability of every result that is obtained is 1. Even if experiments seem to be duplicable, only 1 set of result will occur, only 1 event will occur, and the probability of that event happening will be 1.
The above principle shows that all events are fixed, so as to provide a singular past, with no possibility of an alternative. If events are fixed, it also shows that the future is fixed, that there is no alternative to the future events that have a probability of 1. The fact that there is only 1 past proves that there will only be 1 future. All this is true because of the irreversibility of time.
-Rey
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
i read a blog of my singaporean friend today. he just broke up with his girlfriend... sad stuff. however i dont think i will understand such an emotion really well, cos i never had a girlfriend to begin with. to be honest, i dont really understand the meaning of intimacy. i cant bring myself to reveal my intimate thoughts to anyone, except if im on the verge of death. ive revealed my frightened thoughts once, n that was when i was prepared to die. what a grave tone! anyway i didnt die. woohoo! but whats the point of keeping my feelings in? i guess i dont want to be at the mercy of anyone else, with him knowing my fears n weakness. its always better to have a little intrigue.
i went snowboarding 2 weeks ago. i lost my toque and gloves. i landed on my head twice. i had whiplash. i was sore all over. yeaa. i also made some new friends. my group consisted of 16 people. i spent a lot of money. not good... i dont think ill go snowboarding again very soon. i wish i could make my blog more interesting, but i dont know what interests people. is it sex? materialism? or something else? ive lost the ability to empathise well. yea... 3 years of being detached from the soul does that to you.
oh yes. my friend interviewed me for her school newspaper, since i was a refugee and all. i guess thats interesting. i put my pseudonym as "cher kwang poh", which is my OC's name. i wanted to put my platoon sergeants name, but i dont remember his name. i dont remember any of my sergeants names. its sad. maybe its somewhere in my memory, but ive forced it so much out of my mind i dont think i can recollect it anymore. i had been trying to expurgate the whole NS experience from my mind. i probably shouldnt have done that. i lost some of my mental faculties, such as empathy and memory. regular things that impress other people dont really do the same to me now. im only bent on the issue of NS, not really openly, but quietly. i hope time will allow me to relieve myself of such a desire.
apart from that, i have to say that langara college has quite a lot of eye candy. but whats the point of eye candy if they cant relate to you? but thats too much of an expectation from me. nobody can relate to me, cos my life experience is unique. anyway, the girls are really sexy, dressy and hot! the south asian girls here arent the kinds youll find in singapore. the south asians here are hot! there was a girl named sabrine in my orientation group and she was the hottest indian ive ever seen in my life! shes really pretty. btw, im taking math, psychology, english and macroeconomics.
im having trouble finding housemates. its probably due to winter. there are lesser people looking to move in this cold period. my previous housemate was an iranian gay. hes around 31. he had a really interesting history. he has been imprisoned in iran a few times when he was a teenager, for offences like "long hair", or "wearing short sleeves". yea, its terrible in iran. the straw came when he was conscripted. he deserted after a while. he was returned to camp by his father. his father bribed the commander not to punish him. well, he deserted again. this time, his dad bought him a fake french passport for US$10,000 and he went to thailand. he stayed there for a month or so before coming to vancouver and claiming refugee status. at first, his claim was that he was a student dissident in iran. then he changed his story, that he was actually gay and he was afraid of being returned. well, the truth was that he deserted and thats why he feared return. but anyway, he got lucky because he met this gay guy on the street and they became a couple. his boyfriend was actually working in the UN. he asked his boyfriend to write a letter proving his sexual orientation for the canadian IRB and thus after around 20 months the IRB approved his refugee claim. that was around 10 years ago. his family was quite well off, thus he had it easy. his brother bought a house in west vancouver and he stayed there. he also had a car. it was some pretty awesome life. he threw great parties and everything. his house was worth probably C$1.5mil. unfortunately, he was rather immature in thought. anyway his brother sold the house, he left art school, and his life crumbled. his brother offered him to work in dubai, but he screwed it up. he was even kidnapped in dubai. he had some pretty crazy experiences. anyway he only lived in my place for around 3 months. so now hes gone.
i know what i need now. i need friends. and lots of them. i need a social life, where people can look after me. yes, i should indeed try harder in finding friends. and i need to try and empathise with others more so that i can relate to them!
here ends my incredibly long and uninformative post about vancouver. its terribly lacking in detail and formatting, and i apologise!
i went snowboarding 2 weeks ago. i lost my toque and gloves. i landed on my head twice. i had whiplash. i was sore all over. yeaa. i also made some new friends. my group consisted of 16 people. i spent a lot of money. not good... i dont think ill go snowboarding again very soon. i wish i could make my blog more interesting, but i dont know what interests people. is it sex? materialism? or something else? ive lost the ability to empathise well. yea... 3 years of being detached from the soul does that to you.
oh yes. my friend interviewed me for her school newspaper, since i was a refugee and all. i guess thats interesting. i put my pseudonym as "cher kwang poh", which is my OC's name. i wanted to put my platoon sergeants name, but i dont remember his name. i dont remember any of my sergeants names. its sad. maybe its somewhere in my memory, but ive forced it so much out of my mind i dont think i can recollect it anymore. i had been trying to expurgate the whole NS experience from my mind. i probably shouldnt have done that. i lost some of my mental faculties, such as empathy and memory. regular things that impress other people dont really do the same to me now. im only bent on the issue of NS, not really openly, but quietly. i hope time will allow me to relieve myself of such a desire.
apart from that, i have to say that langara college has quite a lot of eye candy. but whats the point of eye candy if they cant relate to you? but thats too much of an expectation from me. nobody can relate to me, cos my life experience is unique. anyway, the girls are really sexy, dressy and hot! the south asian girls here arent the kinds youll find in singapore. the south asians here are hot! there was a girl named sabrine in my orientation group and she was the hottest indian ive ever seen in my life! shes really pretty. btw, im taking math, psychology, english and macroeconomics.
im having trouble finding housemates. its probably due to winter. there are lesser people looking to move in this cold period. my previous housemate was an iranian gay. hes around 31. he had a really interesting history. he has been imprisoned in iran a few times when he was a teenager, for offences like "long hair", or "wearing short sleeves". yea, its terrible in iran. the straw came when he was conscripted. he deserted after a while. he was returned to camp by his father. his father bribed the commander not to punish him. well, he deserted again. this time, his dad bought him a fake french passport for US$10,000 and he went to thailand. he stayed there for a month or so before coming to vancouver and claiming refugee status. at first, his claim was that he was a student dissident in iran. then he changed his story, that he was actually gay and he was afraid of being returned. well, the truth was that he deserted and thats why he feared return. but anyway, he got lucky because he met this gay guy on the street and they became a couple. his boyfriend was actually working in the UN. he asked his boyfriend to write a letter proving his sexual orientation for the canadian IRB and thus after around 20 months the IRB approved his refugee claim. that was around 10 years ago. his family was quite well off, thus he had it easy. his brother bought a house in west vancouver and he stayed there. he also had a car. it was some pretty awesome life. he threw great parties and everything. his house was worth probably C$1.5mil. unfortunately, he was rather immature in thought. anyway his brother sold the house, he left art school, and his life crumbled. his brother offered him to work in dubai, but he screwed it up. he was even kidnapped in dubai. he had some pretty crazy experiences. anyway he only lived in my place for around 3 months. so now hes gone.
i know what i need now. i need friends. and lots of them. i need a social life, where people can look after me. yes, i should indeed try harder in finding friends. and i need to try and empathise with others more so that i can relate to them!
here ends my incredibly long and uninformative post about vancouver. its terribly lacking in detail and formatting, and i apologise!
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